O_O NEED TO GO THERE !!!
To my own opinion these days because society already has then planned out. Blue print. I have to edit someone else’s in order to make it me, slightly. It seems I can’t run my life because tge world runs it for me. Nobody likes the ‘other guy’s ’ unless their skin is colored likely. I ponder what it would be like to be handsome. Society has restrictions within restrictions. It should be illegal to be gay and if you dint have the biggest dick in the world then you’re feminine and the guy who takes it in the ass. Well news flash, I don’t like it up my ass. I plan on sketching my own blueprint and not erasing someone else’s but still being able to see what was once there faintly. Can’t see. Blinded by the laws and opinions that rule my life. God take me now, how many times do I have to say it. I can’t take it anymore this is painful. I’m just asking for a pain that I could only feel for a little while and never have it again. Death. Please don’t part.
But every time I pray I never hear back from you. You neglect me. I pray, fast, go to church, wrote songs and poetry and am obedient. Please respond.












